It really is hard Paul but I promise you once you pull away it will be hard at first you will get good and bad days you will go go back and forth with your decision but in time you will heal and you will be happy again for you, make your own happiness. In time you will heal and hopefully find someone who truly loves you and appreciates you. Mentally she has a lot on cocaine makes the sanest person mentally ill so with her mental health problems i can imagine she feels scared there is no medication detox for cocaine only therapy mainly cbt it’s all in the mind and having the will to stop.
