When she had a mental health breakdown before she started taking coke . It was that bad we were in the hospital in a private room and she was actually pulling lumps of her hair out crying she wants to die ….
That’s why I think she does coke cos like you say it gives her a half decent standard of living compared to that .
But if she ever does come off this devil’s drug , there no saying how bad it’s gonna be . But I know it’s gonna be bad ….