Hi Cali111, I’m afraid that horrible powder takes the husband that you once knew away. He will always be a victim when he’s using. He will always blame you or others for his addiction. He has to take responsibility in order to recover and give up the coke.
I’m sorry he’s left you and you are going through this. From my experience it’s the drugs that’s made him likely leave and this woman could be his money supply. Either way this is an opportunity for you to see your self worth and an opportunity to rebuild your life without drugs ruining your life.
I have lived this life. And I still suffer PTSD. I left a 17 year relationship. We’ve divorced in a 2 year period and my life is much better. I wil always love my ex husband – but I choose a life without cociane. He seems happy now he’s moved on too!
Be easy on yourself, cry, grieve just be strong as he will likely try to return but you need to be strong. Please also be careful as they can be unpredictable too.
Happy to chat if you need too xx