Hi,
So sorry to read of the difficult situation you are in because of your partner’s drinking. If you would like some help please contact us at Icarus Trust. we are a charity that offers help to people like you who are dealing with a partner’s addiction. We know this is difficult. Our Family Friends are very experienced and well trained and one of them would talk with you if you get in touch. Maybe that would help you to know what to do next.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Keep safe and all the best to you.