He called me yesterday so angry…. I guess one of my friends texted him calling him out on his bullshit and everything he’s put me through. Of course I didn’t want her to do that or have knowledge of it. He took it all out at me and screamed at me he was getting lawyers and that he was coming over to have a serious talk this week and hes been awoken and blamed me for everything. I was having a panic attack and crying like no other… just the day before he broke the news of him already moving on.. and that I should be happy for him… like our marriage was nothing. I felt like I was being beaten with a stick. I’ve never felt abused until that moment. I had to block his number. She called him a drug addict to which he screamed I DONT EVEN DO DRUGS. He just admitted to me he had a problem with it… but later said “he could count on one hand how many times he used” and “he never paid for it once”. He’s gotten off completely free in everything he’s done to me. Even his mom said she can’t believe it took this long for someone to call him out. I feel so anxious and scared. I didn’t do anything wrong or anything to him. I can’t believe this man would treat me or talk to me like this. Even last year if he would of witnessed a man speaking to a woman this way he would have interfered… I am just so blown away and hurt. I was such a good wife. Still hard to wake up every day and face reality after even 4 months of this.
