When you are in the situation you can not see it yourself, even when family and friends are telling you, you get sucked into there lives and all you can think about is helping him. You start to lie because it’s easier than facing up to the truth. You love them unconditionally even what they do to you, all promises are empty, When you say it out loud to yourself or talk to someone regarding it you are like I cant belive I did those things. Trying to pick up the pieces is hard especially when children are involved. I’ve being seeing a councillor for months its helping but the pain is still there how I let a man do this to me and I have wasted 5 years of my life trying to make it work and all the money he has had out of me. I’m going to share my story please have a read. X
