Thankyou so much I am due next week and I’m so excited to becoming a mother again especially to this child, this baby will have all the love and attention it will ever need from me, we do not need someone like that in our lives. I realise that now. This man has taken so much from me but one thing he will never have is these children. He missed out on 3 children soon to be 4 children because of his addiction. I never left the children with him because I was always worried incase he was drunk and what kind of person would that make me leaving my children with someone like that. My children are my life and I will always put them first. At the same time I’m so sad its come to this, I never deserved what happened to me i never asked for it and i felt i was weak in letting someone manipulate me in that way for years. I just now feel used. Now I know this man is not capable of love. I was never his first love alcohol/drugs was. Xx
