Thankyou for saying all that, I am getting there I have a good therapist that has helped me alot over the last few months. You never think this will happen to you but when it does and you cant see it until it’s to late, the feeling of betrayal and everything you have done for that person and how you let them is unbelievable. I feel like I’ve been stabbed and stabbed over again in the heart. While your suffering and having to deal with being pregnant and all these extra emotions floating around they are just out down the pub not a care in the world. I sold my pram a week ago as I bought a brand new one and he only wanted half the money for it because he contributed to it, one thing he ever helped pay for, I nearly gave it to him until someone talked some sense into me, I didnt want the money so I gave it to a charity xxx.
