[danman83]

I’m good thanks. The more over the years the depression gets alot worse. When u want to stop, it feels even worse. Do you know how the depression and suicidal thoughts work because of cocaine and what it does to your dopamine levels when u use it? I can explain if u don’t know?

And yes if u have no kids to watch you can be in bed for 3 days not wanting to face the world. Avoiding the debts u owe, avoiding life. Its a big vicious circle.. Use weekend recovering sun to thur, back on it Friday. So it’s both, but the depression is the 1st thing that causes avoidence.