Hiya mj I hope your OK.
I’ve got a cocaine addiction. But I’m now 81 days clean after joining cocaine annonymous. And I’m working the 12 steps. I’ve bed doing my best to stop for years. But this programme works.
My gf kicked me out 4 month ago after relapsing and I lost it all. But im getting there.
Anyway… So cocaine is a big sleezy drug, it makes you cheat, and so seedy things. I don’t really want to be telling you this but I need to be honest. What I tell you can not be for everyone but most I speak to have done the same.
It makes you go on escort sites, meeting escorts or massage parlours all while on coke, driving there drunk and using. It makes you cheat, join dating sites and hide things..
It is a sleezy drug.
But also the user would never do this if they ever got on cocaine.. Its a terrible drug and makes you do things u would not normally do.
I hope this helps. Feel free to ask me. Anything