Hey Mj
Just reading through what your going through,
From my experiences, my ‘partner’ he used to use with me, just weekend stuff but all sorts, I think we were quite careful, sex life was good and yeah he was defo more pervy on it….
Fast forward to last year and he spiraled out of control, a man that he considered his father figure passed away and his drug use went crazy, drinking and using every other day, he walked out on me because I wanted it to stop, sided with his friend who wanted to use just like him and that was that, I took him back countless times, fell pregnant and I continued to stay clean, work hard and make a complete u turn.
He was vile last year, screaming my street down, going crazy when we were out and about – all looney stuff!
This year and we have spoken more, he’s been trying to win me back as his friend has ditched him, but the whole pervy thing!!
Well the other night after seeing him for a couple of hours I came home,
All fine as far as I knew,
But come morning and I wake up to my phone and a million messages, he’s still awake, been up all night and I’m guessing about 3 tickets down,
He’s sending me pervy messages about what he wants to do to me, where and is sending me filthy photos of all sorts!!
Not what I expected to wake up to, I felt slightly uncomfortable and with my daughters in the house I just deleted it all very quick and ignored him
Anyway later in the evening I get messages saying he felt like an idiot, obviously a full day of sleeping and he’s woken up to what he’s done!!
I have no idea if he’s cheated on me, it makes me feel sick!, I will say that excessive use makes his little friend try n disappear so I’ve never been too worried but you never no!
I don’t like it though, I don’t feel comfortable knowing he’s more than likely watching porn and messaging people
It’s a horrible drug! X