Hey Paul, sorry to hear your not feeling to good. It’s such a rollercoaster isn’t it of emotions, anger, Hope, despair, sadness it’s never ending! It’s important you take yourself of the ride and concentrate on you! What’s meant to be will be, I don’t know how she truly feels some people if they are in bad relationships that they put up with in addition tend to leave once they see more clearly and are sober. But sounds like she’s not mentally in a good place and there is probably a lot going on in her mind that she doesn’t know how to cope with or deal with it right now and she’s withdrawing so mentally that will affect her. I’d give yourself some space step back and you recover from all the heartache this has caused you. Addiction is something someone of a normal mind will never wrap their head around we can only research as much as we can but every addict is an individual with different problems reasons as to why they use and it’s up to them to figure this out and sort their own lives out not ours! Take care of yourself x
