Hiya lece, hope your OK.
I hate to admit it but I’m in the same situation. But I’ve not used coke for 83 days now I think. And I go see my kids everyday no matter what..
I’ve not been with my ex for 4 month since she kicked me out but I do go round, and try and cuddle her and touch her. And we had sex the other week.
It’s obvious he still loves you and its hard to let go.
To me it just sounds like the coke is not making him make sound decisions if that makes sence.
He probably don’t know what he wants. And when the coke is wearing off and he’s on a come down, I think he could be thinking he hates being on is own and misses u and the kids.. The coke will be coming 1st that’s a fact.
I guess you won’t see the real him untill he quits.
I hope. I. Answered that ok lol.
Feel free to ask me anything.