Hi,
Thanks for sharing your story. I’m sorry to hear about your husband’s drinking and how it’s affecting both of you.
If you would like some help please contact us at Icarus Trust as we are a charity that supports people dealing with addiction in their family. One of our Family Friends who are trained and experienced would talk with you if you get in touch. They are trained and experienced and would help you answer your questions and know what other support is available.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best.