Thank you for that.
Yes there is always true self there and deep down he probably will hate what coke has done to him and his family.
It’s probably a weird comparison this but it is what has just come to my head, it’s like being possessed by an evil spirit and there is some of you still left and still good in you and it’s hard to break through if this makes sence.
It’s like having a devil and angel on your shoulder all the time
Everyone says this. Do this.. Don’t do that.. Ect..
Well I’m coming up to 3 months clean now, I meditate twice a day, I pray morning and bedtime. I eat healthy to get my nutrients for a healthy brain. And I feel great now I really do. I feel so happy. Don’t get me wrong I have my bad days. All my negative thinking has gone. I use think of the worse case scenario in my head.
The 1st few weeks of recovery are hard. You need to totally change your life around. Cut everyone off. Get anew number. Come off all social media. And get any negative people out of your life. I hope this helps. Ask me anything you want. I’m here to help.