Omg!!
So I think I’m ready to end this!
It’s 3.35 in the morning,
I spent the evening with him,
We went to see my neighbors first which was nice, more for me than him because I had an instant connection with the woman but not so much him n the bloke.
Then back to his house for a couple of drinks n to “spend time together”
Pointless!!
He was annoyed I’d made a friend
He was annoyed I was happy
Apparently i was draining his happiness because I was smiling!!
I toned it down and he got on it!
Then I spent a while telling him nice stuff n bugging him up…….and listening to how I was failing as a mum,
Then he turned his focus on my 17 year old again!! And how she had been hard work on a holiday back in 2018!!!! How it was her n she has a problem n I’m rubbish n I let him down…..
Well I wasn’t having any of it, I picked up my phone to book a cab,
I asked him if at any point we were to blame? Me n him!! The arguments and his obsession with drugs…,no! It was my failing at telling her how it should be and her for probably just being alive!!
He didn’t stop!!
So I come home to find that same daughter taking car of our baby, happily and loving every second and it broke my heart knowing what he was messaging on my phone.
Those messages are still coming through now as I write this,
I am apparently a rubbish mum!
I’ve probably done all sorts with every bloke I can find because I’m now a @$&$ too
And she’s a crap kid!
He on the other hand is miss understood and has no dad so poor him!!
I’m so done tonight!!
I wish he wasn’t my baby’s girls dad, he should be ashamed of himself and every word that comes out of his fowl mouth!!!
I don’t care that he’s on some evil drug!!!
I wouldn’t speak yo my enemies the way he speaks to me!!
And how dare he say anything about my girls when he’s as shit as they come!!!!
Anyway, yeah I have no words except I’m not standing for this anymore.
I am one of the best mums out there and I have amazing girls who will never utter the disgusting rubbish that he has about them!!!
I hope your good x