Hey,
I feel like I’ve been gone ages,
Thank you for your reply, I was so hurt and upset, I couldn’t sleep I was so angry and knowing he was up at his off his head n not caring what he was saying…
I ignored him,
I messaged his mum n told her he was sending me nasty messages as she’s been through the same so she will no what I mean.
Next evening he messaged n said he was outside n could I go out with him for a drive to sort it out…I said no.
Then later I got the usual “I love you” “can we talk”
I’ve just been polite, I said we do need to talk…not seen him yet but he’s due here in half an hour,
I’m so done with the same old rubbish! He always destroys our time together, he never try’s to curb it because in his head a couple of nights at work means he has control and he can treat himself again!!
I have my landlord check today so he really needs to be here, he’s just messaged me so he’s just woken up lol,
I’ve done all the handyman jobs by myself lol, cleaned n jet washed – all of it! It’s funny cos I thought he would want to prove he was a man in some respects but he’s really not been bothered….I’ve had “oh you did it yourself! Well done!” Haha not once has he said ah you’ve got all the kids and a baby, I’ll be there to help you ????
Anyway Thank you for your message, I’m feeling stronger today, it’s taken a few days to stew but I’m back again x
I dunno how long he plans on staying either as it’s his day off but he’s already said he feels like a zombie! Another great day!!
I’m just gonna let him get on with his day though n concentrate on myself n the girls, I sorta hope he makes his excuses n leaves pretty quick after our check