Hi Jasminnie,
I’m sorry to read what you are going through with your son. This must be really hard on you. If you would like some help please contact us at Icarus Trust. We are a charity that offers support to people who are dealing with addiction in their family. If you contact us one of our trained and experienced family friends will talk with you and maybe this will help you to see a way ahead.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best.