Currently I remain with him I know my head tells me to leave as what am I doing staying? I see it as enabling when I learnt what it was all about but when it comes to matters of the heart and because I do really love him I stay, ive never taken anything ever so I had to learn myself what the behaviours are to drug addiction I asked him to stop he agreed and Foolishly on my part realised it doesn’t work that way and they will say they will but not, I’m at the point now that I want him to loose everything job home stability and have nothing to be at rock bottom as I believe while they still have I.e you job home it will never change or make them reevaluate there life, currently I am in the relationship but I dont think I will be for much longer if am honest with myself he tells me he loves me but he can’t seem to put that into action which they seem very good at words mean nothing actions speak more and unless he does I cant see a future nor would I want that kind of future, I believe my partner has done it for the entire 2 years of our relationship and hid it rather well up until the last 8 months.
