Thanks, so good to know I’m not alone or crazy. I stopped drinking last year so I can see all too clearly what I want from life…my zest has returned. He’s trying to resist booze..not tried 22 steps …he’s defensive if I bring up the amount as he’s stopped all other stuff so feels angelic! I just find I’m talking to another person online more about it, who is supportive, flirty but respectful. He’s actually famous ???? which is complicating my heart and thoughts. Im not going anywhere but feel so alive when I’m talking to him .I know its just attention, grass greener and I should plough this time back to hubby…he’s fucked me off and hurt me. I hope I can forgive..I don’t mention it and have tried to forget all the crap but it’s still lurking. Will be two years soon and I want to start living again without anger, fear with a fill heart and happy future. Sorry…huge rant!
