I feel for all of us left to pick up pieces once they are changing. We are caring for all without proper support as can’t tell people what really happened. Just caretaker for him, kids etc. I do love him, it would destroy the family so no I’m not certain. Would be easier if I felt certain. If I could just accept he’s tried this hard , but I have a huge void inside and although I am trying to be content
I’m not happy. I’m being here for future, kids and out of respect for him as he was and is trying to return to. Parallel lives occur when we are left to own paths…that’s really where my heart lies but can’t see how to get there without devastation….which would make me the bad guy…how ironic!