Thank you for your reply .
I just didn’t deserve any of this . The thing that breaks me most is she was togther with the dealer before she went in . Then within a week she dropped him and was with someone else . Didn’t even tell me about him , she was still phoning me and speaking to me when he was with her or when he had fallen to sleep . She says she’s not using anymore but and she didn’t ask for any drugs to be dropped off in rehab , but I believe the dealer over her and he’s told me many things that make sense . I asked her about some of the things that she told him happened in rehab and all of them where true , apart from her asking to get a drop off. So I know he would have no reason to lie about that ! But she would ! She’s such a liar and a manipulatior. I don’t even recognise her anymore after being with her for 10 years. The person I fell in love with died along time ago. Cocaine has taken her soul and her morrals