Wow what an amazing story and I can relate so much .
My ex now has a new partner , and obviously I’m rock bottom . As she went into rehab for 3 weeks but I was told she was trying to get drop offs there .
Straight out of rehab she moved in with her friend from rehab who has a flat in Birmingham , he was/is an alcoholic and he new bf who was a cocaine addict like her.
I didn’t know she had a new bf as she kept this very quiet .
I had to drive there a few weeks ago as she was in a right mess. Saying she felt like she was gonna die , her heart was comming out of her chest , she can’t cope etc ….drove all the way there and she looked like a rite mess .
Last week it was he grandads funeral and she left he new boyfriend on the night of the wake and her family to go and use with another lad/dealer . She didn’t get home till 9 am the following morning.
I texted he old dealer and he said she even asked him 4 days before if he wanted a mid week sesh .
She admitted to me that she did use on the night of the funeral , but that was only because she was back in the local area .
I really feel like she’s still using and I still want to save her. Is it possible that this was just a 1 time relapse or has she moved to Birmingham so No1 can see what she’s up too