Thank you for posting. I’m sorry that you are having such a bad time due to your husbands’s addiction and the friction it is causing in your family. That must be so hard for you and it’s not surprising that you are struggling with it.
I am glad that your husband will be going into rehab but may be you would like some support for yourself. If so please contact us at Icarus Trust if you would like some one to talk to that would understand what you are going through, as we are a charity that offers support to people dealing with addiction in their family. One of our Family Friends who are specially trained and experienced would talk with you if you get in touch and may be that would help you.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.