Hunny run and don’t look back. Why are you sorry for him? Does he feel sorry when he got 2 woman knocked up? Did he feel sorry for betraying you multiple times and lying to you day in and day out.
My ex lied to me for years, was telling me he was going to work but was actually spending time with his girlfriend. When it all came out he admitted to coke use. I tried to help for looooong time, but then found out he is still with his gf that at the time got her pregnant. He even bough a house with her. We have 2 small kids and I though to myself. Why should I be with someone that treats me like garbage. I don’t deserve it. My kids don’t deserve it. No one deserves this. I build everything I had from nothing so I can do it again, it’s hard but at least I am not being yelled at and accused of all sorts of things on daily bases. When we were together during his coke/gf escapes he never helped or contributed into anything so what’s the difference now?
And even after he lost his family and kids do you think he cares to call and check up on his kids, NOPE! All they want is their addition that’s all they care about.
Good luck!!!