Thank you for sharing your story. I’m so sorry you and your children are having such a hard time due to your husband’s addiction. If you would like to talk to someone to help you get answers to your questions please contact us at Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people like you who are dealing with addiction in their family. If you get in touch one of our trained and experienced Family Friends would talk with you and perhaps help you to see a way forward.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.