I know it’s easier said than done but do you want kids with this man? I have my kids from my previous relationship which just broke down naturally in time no drugs involved.Would I have wanted kids with the man I’m on:off with at present? No not at all because he is a pay day crack.k cocaine user. I thought he had it under control after behaving for 4 months but oh no. He’s off an has been for a week. I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of ringing him whilst he’s on one ov these binges I just get on with my life but then as per the past two days comes the phone calls and begging it won’t happen again because he’s had enough now and could probably behave another 4 months. This is just my experience and is not the same as yours but I would want to have kids and settle down with someone who lives a normal life like yourself but I hope things work out for you whichever way you go I know I may sound cold but after 8 years off this only actually finding out 3 yrs ago what’s going on(how naive) I can’t help feel this way. Wishing you lots of love an hope you get what you’d looking for x
