Hi Kf88
I am going through exactly the same scenario with my partner of 4 years, cocaine addiction,using prostitutes and speaking to other women online, he lied about it but I found messages, we had it out the other night and he’s promised me he’ll stop and get help. I’m like you, I don’t want to leave him because we have had lots of happy times together and I desperately want to help him even though I’m hurting like I’ve never hurt before. I want to believe he can do it, for his sake more than mine. Its a hard road to walk down, hope you’re ok.