It’s so very hard because you wonder what it is that you’ve done wrong because it always gets turned round to be your fault. My self esteem is at an all time low just now, thinking I’m not good enough for anyone or anything. Wondering what he’s doing all the time I’m not with him. I’m determined though to make him see sense and own his shit but he has to be the one that wants to stop. Addiction is such a selfish thing because it affects the people that love them the most and I don’t think they realise the hurt and chaos they cause. I’ll keep my fingers crossed for you. This forum is a life saver, you don’t feel so alone and its good to talk to people who are going through the exact same situation.
