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This morning I rang 111 after he had a fall (in his room, he doesn’t know what’s going on half the time). They wanted him to attend A&E within the hour. Was OK after fall, because he’s ranting, vomiting, got the DTS. He refused, got really angry with me. I threw 35cl bottle of whisky in his room, packed a bag and myself and son staying somewhere else overnight. He can’t get out for booze, big risk he’ll be in serious trouble. Does this make me evil? I can’t bear the thought of being near him anymore, but will be my fault if something bad happens? Am I negligent? I don’t know how I should feel about this ???? Have to go back tomorrow (plus it’s my house!!)