Hi Joanie, welcome to the forum, this is a great place to vent and seek support and advice from others who are in similar positions.
Thank you for sharing your story. I’m sorry that your son’s addiction is causing anxiety and stress.
My son has alcohol and cocaine addictions and over the years has caused our family a lot of pain and distress.
Thankfully he is in early recovery and doing okay atm.
I usually post on the Theresa thread. There are several of us mums with sons with addictions. Everyone is so understanding and supportive. Just look at the heading ‘share your story ‘ and read the Theresa thread.
The forum has a homepage offering support and advice and also the Icarus trust posts here too. Drugfam has a counselling service too I believe. No need to feel alone in this nightmare.
Please look after yourself Joanie. Confide in a close friend or relative or keep posting here.
Take care,
Lx