Thanks coco, it’s so nice to hear from you. How are things your side?
life is cruel, sure. I wouldn’t want to be friends we’ve spent too long being partners, I couldn’t do that.
He’s gone back to doing what he uses to do 15 years ago. Working with dealers and for dealers. He forgets they are all 20 or 30 years younger and able to do this.
When he’s high there’s still love and care in his voice, but for the rest, right now, there’s nothing, just knowing each other like we do. It’s so sad that this isn’t enough.
I wouldn’t know what to do with myself either, I cant imagine him not around. And I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I still have hope.
My main worry is now though, that he is a danger to himself. He’s just all strange lately too, saying things that don’t make sense. Trying to gain control over conversations and not doing a good job of it. I’m sorry to say, but I’m wondering if he needs to be sectioned.
All that aside, I wouldn’t know how to move on.