Hi,
Thanks for posting and sharing your story. I’m sorry that you are having such a difficult time because of your partner’s addiction.
I’m glad that you have found this forum and can see that you are not alone but if you would like some more support please contact us at Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people like yourself dealing with addiction in their family. We have trained and experienced people, called Family Friends you could speak with who may be would help you to find a way forward.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.