Hi Roo,
So sorry to hear what you are going through with your partner’s cocaine habit. I’m glad that you have found this forum where people are so good at being supportive to one another.
If you would like any other help please contact us at Icarus Trust as we are a charity that offers support to people having to deal with addiction in their family. We have trained and experienced family Friends who you could talk with if you get in touch which might help you to see a way ahead.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.