Hello, I’m really sorry to read your story, you’ve been through so much, and walking away must have been a very hard thing to do. Husbands and fathers on coke is a very common theme on this forum, you are not alone in this and it does help to people going through the same thing. You can talk to volunteers at Drugfam who are brilliant, they’ve been there themselves and will help you in how you manage the relationship going forward. As someone else has said, you didn’t cause this and can’t fix it. He will try to make you feel guilty to get you to go back. As you’ve said, you do need to prioritise your child having a safe and happy home. Keep paying here there are loads of people who will share experiences and support you. My issues are with my grownup son, we’ve been circling the same issues for about 5 years. I hope you move on with your life and find someone who deserves you and will be a force for good in your life x
