[lilgunner]

Thank you Lindyloo

Pleased to hear your son is in early recovery and following the steps.

I want to be able to let my friend know how much pain I was in, but like you said I don’t want to dwell on it and want the past to remain there, buried forever. Personally I will take the amends as it comes, I’m overthinking things which is my worst trait, but I acknowledge how important this step is for the person making amends. I feel I sort of have my own amends to make, as I was harsh towards my friend at times, i.e being controlling in ways, reacting negatively towards him but only with good intentions if that makes sense – kind of enabling.

Thanks for your kind words at the end, it means so much. X