Maria20, Hi, I’m sorry to read what you have been through. You’ve probably been told this before but I will say again, you have NOTHING to feel guilty for. I agree with JEM that some counselling/therapy would help so you can work through some issues and look forward to building the life for yourself you deserve. You have gone above and beyond for both your parents who, I’m sorry to say, failed you and have been extremely selfish. That said, alcoholism is not a choice but sadly some people can’t be helped because they can’t find the strength to help themselves. I hope you manage to find a new path for yourself that is fulfilling. Be kind to yourself, you have done so much for others you deserve now to put yourself first and find some happiness.
