Hi,
I’m really sad to read your story – you are having such a difficult time and it’s sad that you feel so alone.
I’m worried that you are being hit . Please can I suggest that if you need to call the National Domestic Violence Helpline, as they will b give you advice on your situation and what to do next. Their number is 0808 2000 247 and it is free to call, open 24 hours a day, and calls are confidential. You could also look at Women’s Aid’s website, they are the national charity working to keep women and children safe and they have a directory of local support services which you can find here – http://www.womensaid.org.uk/azrefuges.asp
I’m glad that you’ve found this forum and hopefully it will make you feel less lonely.
If you would like more help please contact us at Icarus Trust as we are a charity that supports people dealing with addiction in their family. We have Family Friends who are trained and experienced and one of them would talk with you if you get in touch.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best and keep safe.