[bailey33]

I have just been reading through your previous posts. My troubles seem so small compared to what you’ve been through. You seem so strong and courageous.

There’s so much you say I relate too. I also feel like my mental health is declining. Checking surfaces in my kitchen all the time. Checking pockets. Looking for texts on his phone relating to drugs. Wondering what he’s doing in another room all the time. I hate it. It’s not me.

I won’t contact him tonight or tomorrow. I’ll let him get on with it. Hopefully I will sleep.

Thank you. I will try. Take care xx