Hi,
So sorry to read your story and to see how badly your husband’s addiction affects you. If you would like some help please contact us at Icarus Trust as we are a charity that supports families dealing with addiction. If you get in touch one of our Family Friends will talk with you which may help you to move forward.
If you are worried about violence towards you, for information and advice you can phone the National Domestic Violence Helpline on 0808 2000 247. This line is free and confidential and is open 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck to you.