Thank you so much for taking the time to reply and honestly.
He was at his most motivated prior to lockdown. He was attending the CA meetings but his sponsor kept letting him down when they were meant to meet and he lost faith. It’s been a ongoing battle since then.
I just wish he could find a good support who can understand him. I try but I have not lived that life. The area he lives in it’s hard to escape it so everyday must be a battle for him. He lives in a block of flats which just seems to house addicts or dealers. So the fact he has had some abstinence is amazing but if he really wants it should he not be able to achieve it anywhere? Each time he moves area it’s the same story.
I wish there was more support out there for addictions and mental health.
I completely agree with you about being the most resilient of people. Anyone who achieves some form of recovery should be proud.
I’m scared to leave him alone in all of this in case he never comes back. My love and strength is tested on a daily basis. I’ve got on my knees and begged God to help him. I don’t want this amazing person who without drugs is kind and caring to disappear in to that life but I can’t live his life for him ☹️
Thank you again for reading this.