Hi,
I’m sorry to read your post and hope that you will find support on this forum. if you would like more help please contact us at Icarus Trust as we are a charity that supports people having to deal with addiction in their family. if you get in touch one of our trained and experienced Family Friends would speak with you. and maybe help you to know what to do next.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.