You’re welcome Smig – btw CBD oil can be helpful and doesn’t have the potentially harmful component of weed.
One other little thing I remembered when reading your post, my son told me that it was really unhelpful and stressful for him to see me so worried all the time. Again, this took time, but I did learn to focus less on my worries and more on other things in my own life and this did help.
All the very best xx