I have just found out that my husband is taking cocaine again which he promised me a year ago he wouldn’t do but I have suspected for a while as he started being nasty and belittling me and blaming me for things that weren’t my fault. We have only been married just over a year and are both in our 50’s and on our second marriage. Our anniversary was awful and he was so nasty in the restaurant that I burst into tears which now I suspect he had taken cocaine that night. He says he has been taking it for 4 months but I don’t believe him and not sure that he even stopped from a year ago. I am utterly devastated and don’t know what to do – any advice would be so helpful. I want to end it but I love him too much
