So sorry to read your post. I too can also relate, it’s so horrible and just shatters all your hopes and dreams of how you imagine your life together to be. I also met my partner, just before we were 50 but two years on, I had to call it a day as he was just never going to stop and I wanted better for my own life. That was six months ago and I still miss him terribly and thengood times we shared but I don’t miss the second guessing, lying, disrespect, emotional abuse and in the final days threats of violence. I could never have dreamed I would end up in a situation where I had to leave my own house because of a relationship but I did until he did and then I changed the locks and never looked back. If your husband is willing to get help and commit to recovery then there’s a chance of salvaging your relationship but I’d say put yourself and your own feelings first. Ultimately that’s what he is doing every time he uses. Wish you all the best. Take care of yourself x
