funny how we feel embarrassed when we wouldn’t need to check them if they didn’t lie to us and take these drugs!!! i was too!
I’m so sorry as it sounds like your husband isn’t ready to face up to things at this point, it’s hard to explain how frightening it feels to be on this side of things and i too feel so distressed when i think or talk about anything that has happened because of what my husband has been doing.
we do talk about it though, and i feel he is being honest – partly because i can see that he is as distressed by it all as i am plus he knows he’s done this.
as soon as i found out i gave him the ultimatum… sort it out or we are through. i won’t break that boundary and i pray it never comes to that…but i will not allow my kids exposed to that shit ever again.
he did want to change though. i contacted ca and they threw him a lifeline. the change can’t be forced on them.
i hope you can find the strength to get through and find peace x