Thanks for the replies.
My prescription is due Monday but I know 100% I will not get it.
I need to ring my GP to tell them to knock it off and put a note on that I’m not to be prescribed it.
I had two 8mg this morning to take that awful restless away. I’ve been out, just got home and feel ok. But I know as the night creeps in what’s coming. I’m dreading it ????
The beauty of the 8mg is that they are mixed with paracetamol and I’m frightened to death of them. I’m so scared I’ll overdose so I would never abuse them. I suppose they are giving me a safety blanket somewhat.
I cannot tell you how strong I feel about never ever being in this position again. Crazy how it’s crept up.
I feel so guilty on my kids how much of a rubbish parent I am at the moment but I’m trying to remind myself that doing this now will make Christmas special for them as ill hopefully be more motivated and the same physical side of things will be over with.
How many days are you now Dotty? It’s so hard isn’t it.