Hi
I have already bought some more test strips from Amazon and the last time I found white powder was this weekend – I had suspected for a while so was on the hunt all the time for any residue which I found. I confronted him and he denied it and said to test him as I had done in the past but I couldn’t find the tests as I think he must have thrown them away. Its really hard to see if his pupils are dilated as he has really dark brown eyes. I hadn’t thought about testing in the loo as he quite often doesn’t flush in the mornings before he goes to work so it doesn’t wake me so that is a great tip – not that I want the test to be positive. last time I found a packet which fell out of his pyjama pocket as I was tidying the bedroom was a week after we had got married and he swore that he wouldn’t take it again – this was the third time I had found packets. I can’t comprehend how coke can be more important than your wife but it obviously is – it’s so sad and you feel so let down x