I feel the same – I come from a normal family but since being with my husband my eyes have been opened enormously – I’m scared to stay in it but the trouble is I love him and don’t know what else to do. Its unbelievable what I have had to endure not just about the coke but his family too seem so screwed up. I feel I just want a normal life again but have great friends who are supporting me although I haven’t told them the latest. x
