Hi Lindyloo
Thank you for your suggestions
He has been given a few numbers for support groups but he put them out of sight in the drawer and the madness continues
I can’t ask him about them until his physical health improves
He won’t drink while I’m here with him
We have been out today I left him getting a flu jab and nipped to the post office
When I came back he wasn’t there
My first thought was buying drink
But he was in a card shop buying a birthday card for his dad who has never helped him
I’m living on High alert all the time
He’s has also bought items to fill a hamper for the neighbour who sat with waiting for his last ambulance
I will be lucky to get a Christmas card from him
Its so hard being with a someone that cares so little for me or himself really
But has to try to save face and pretend
He’s some perfect person
Sorry for the rant
I feel so unimportant to everyone
I feel like doing a
Reggie Perrin leaving my clothes on a beach and disappearing
I don’t even like him I’m here out of misplaced duty and fear of what he will do if I’m not here
Thank you for replying
I hope thing are ok for you
Joanie